This pain and misery is unbearable...... My heart is already in an ice box.... Numb and cold all over... Tears that i cried has long turn 2 buckets, buckets of water that i cld actually drown myself in... What a day 2day was... Tears and more tears is what accompany me... I've cry all my sorrows and sadness till i cld feel nuthing animore... Everything feel numb.. i cant seem 2 focus, all i cld do was to reflect to all the memories that kept playing in my head... Bad and good memories in all... The heartache wld be permanent and nvr wld it fade... It wld fade if a miracle happen...


Im sorry baby that things end this way.... I would always remember u and never ever wld u be forgotten....

Been feeling piss off lately... PEOPLE SHOULD  REALLY HAVE TRUST IN ME... PLEASE STOP SHOWING THAT I AM WEAK AND USELESS CAUSE IM AM BETTER OFF THAN THAT...! ITS TIME THEY WAKE UP AND HAVE FAITH BACK IN WHATEVER THINGS I NEED 2 DO... STOP SAYING 2 ME THAT I NEED 2 DO THIS AND DO THAT.... ITS FUCKING IRRITATING....! I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO, ITS JUST THAT SOMETIMES I NEED TIME 2 ADJUST AND PRATICE 2 PERFECT IT SO GIVE ME A DAMN BLOODY BREAK...! GOD, PEOPLE CAN BE EVIL SOMETIMES.... ITS NOT THE DEVIL WHO IS EVIL ITS US THE HUMANS...!

2day for PE was fun, i was literally burning up when i had my previous lesson before PE, been sick for a long time and my cough, wa lau its like not going away lah...!!! Anyway during PE 2day after my fever kinda cool dw, i did a few tumblings hehe...!! Its so boring, juz sitting aside nt wearing yur PE attire and nt doin anything so i did a few cartwheels... I felt so much better hahaha... Mks me feel grateful tt im in the denvers cheerleading team...! I dnt know what sports i wld do if i hadnt join denvers...??   

FD in KL....



Waiting for the comp.....



Having some fun...



The nerves.....



Tired and nerves....



Love her....



Extreme malaysia all stars...



Callaboration of stunts...



My turn...



Suria KLCC...



Leaving KLCC...



Beautiful izzit it...?

Lately, i've been feeling things which i shld't feel..... Its a feeling that's evil and hurtful to some important people in my life.... I've overcome the feelin before but it came back and haunt me again... Maybe im crazy,maybe not... Trust me those feelings i felt is so bad that even if i tell someone my problem he/she wldnt believe for someone like me 2 feel that.... The truth is, this feeling i have is best i keep it 2 myself and find a solution fast...! Im sure other girls had this problem before and even encounter it again... I wonder hw they did it...?? bt i can't just possibly go up 2 some random girl and ask them wherether they had that feeling before... This is fucking irritating, this stupid yet gd feeling is freaking eating me up.... God, please help me in this.... 

Juz got a new mp3 yesterday.... Didnt get anything fancy just the Creative zen v plus, got the white one cuz ttz like the nicest colour 2 me. I wanted the Pink edition but its freaking expensive so i got the white one at Mustafa centre... The things there are like 10 times cheaper than other places...! I'm kinda amaze cuz i dont usually shop there, my mum was the one who told me the mp3 there was way cheaper than at sim lim... So its looks like i would be going there if i want 2 get a watch or any gadgets :) 

When back training 2day and surprising i was ok... Didnt feel rusty or what so ever... Its all gd...
Now, what my grp is trying to do is to get a simple yet dynamic stunt in like one and a half minute,so it can get quite stressful cuz tt was hw i felt juz nw when some of my cheer mates didnt even help me in brainstorming sum stunts but it did turned up good at last, we had a few ideas of stunts here and there... 

Hmmm hope all turns up well in the end, will write again sn.. Ciao...!